First and lasts are a constant part of life. They are celebrated, mourned and remembered. This month I had one of these last moments: my last first day of a semester as a student at Park University.

It’s strange knowing that I’m so close to ending my education journey. It feels like I just showed up on campus as a freshman during COVID-19, even though I know how far I have come since that day.

I have done three internships, gone to Greece and wrote so many articles for The Stylus. I have learned more about myself and many class topics. I have also been lucky enough to meet a lot of amazing people and make some wonderful memories.

Now, I only have four months left. A part of me feels ready to graduate. I’ve heard about senioritis and students who are ready to do nothing as they get closer, and some days, I completely agree with them. Other days, I feel nervous about the future and wish I could continue to study here. However, I know it is time for the next step.

But, then that brings the thought of, what is that step? I still am not sure.

I could start working right after I graduate. Going into the corporate world in some capacity would be nice, even though I’m not sure what exactly I would want to do.

I could continue my education. Go on to earn my law degree or my master’s in strategic communication.

I could take a break and travel. Go back to Europe and visit more countries.

I’ve put off deciding for a long time, but now, I have to start narrowing down what exactly I want to do and make the choice I feel is best for me.

There’s a world of opportunities out there, so I’m sure whatever I decide, I’ll land on my feet.